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In The Shadows - CC - Oneshot [18 May 2008|03:46pm]
[ mood | Chipper ]
[ music | Bone Broke - The White Stripes ]

Title: In The Shadows
Reality: Lost – season 1, Raised by Another
Spoilers: Raised by Another
Rating: G
Genre: Drama
Characters: Charlie, Claire & Ethan
Pairings: CC & EClaire
Author's Note: I stole the title from The Rasmus' song of the same name
Summary: Charlie begins to get jealous when he sees Ethan offering to take care of Claire, doing all of the things that Charlie used to do for her.



“I am so sick of you constantly telling me what to do & what’s safe & what’s not.” She snapped. “In case you forgot; this is my baby, not yours.” )

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I Don't Want to Go Home Right Now - charliepacefic;Challenge 3: Lyrics [18 May 2008|10:30am]
[ mood | Calm ]
[ music | Goin' Places - The Jacksons ]

Title: I Don’t Want to Go Home Right Now
Reality: Lost – season 1, …in Translation
Spoilers: …in Translation
Rating: PG for mild course language
Genre: Drama
Characters: Charlie & Claire
Pairing: CC
Author’s Note: I wrote this for the third challenge over at charliepacefic. The challenge was lyrics & I picked the gorgeous lyrics of Iris by Goo Goo Dolls, which I’ve used in the title. I wanna thank charlies_hoodie for picking such awesome lyrics. They inspired me right away & I ended up writing this whole thing in one night, which was the night the challenge came out but it has taken so long to post because I was mega sick all week but better late than never, right?
I’ve kept this fic quite short. I tried not to get too carried away with the storyline so hopefully I didn’t leave too much out of the storyline & you can get as much out of it as you would if I had written it as a longer fic.
& if you enjoy it, you can go vote for it over at charliepacefic when the voting begins!
Summary: At the start Charlie had thought that being on the island would be worse than hell but he begins to discover reasons to stay.



The only way her look could be read as was ‘what the fuck’ )

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Lost - Cabin Fever - Review [17 May 2008|01:03pm]
[ mood | Blank ]
[ music | Remember Tomorrow - Iron Maiden ]


Is Claire duh-duh-duh-DEAD?! To me that seems like the only explanation as to why she would leave Aaron alone in the jungle like that. But how could she have died if Aaron was left unharmed? Maybe she had a heart-attack or some really dramatic like that. Maybe Jacob induced it onto her because if she’s separated from Aaron then Aaron is dangerous & Jacob might want to use Aaron as a tool for evil or to just ‘move the island’.
Locke flashbacks? What can I really say? Was there a point? I mean, really! If there was a point I didn’t get it except for Locke’s ‘don’t tell me what I can’t do’ shit being reinforced & of course showing Richard being timeless in a flashback AGAIN & that dude from Hurley’s flashforwards. Do you think Richard can time travel?
I’m not impressed about the lack of Claire & Sawyer. Aaron is out there threatening to be handed to the destroyer of his fate (Kate) & I really wanted to see Sawyer in the jungle, looking for Claire & getting all crazy concerned like you know he totally wants to. I hope they explain Claire next week because if they have indeed killed her off I would like an explanation besides the fact that she was too busy making movies with Johnny to care about Lost anymore.
IN CONCLUSION – There are so many theories floating around my head at the moment. This episode was so very confusing & it felt really long to me. I think that maybe Richard can time travel off the island, him being able to time travel on the island doesn’t fit into my plan. I think he can time travel because clearly Locke cant remember it & Richard didn’t really have THAT much impact on Locke’s life so yeah…time travel just so he could you know, check up on him like the Others do because Richard thinks that Locke is ‘special’.

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Greetings from 'Snotty' [17 May 2008|11:23am]
[ mood | Blah ]
[ music | Maneater - Nelly Furtado ]

Bonjour y'all! Yes, I am alive. You may (or may not have, idk) noticed that I haven't been online all week but alas I have returned. So rejoice! I have returned to you & am ready to get back to everything I missed. But before I get to checking up on all of you & catching up on all of the commenting & gossip I missed I thought I'd drop y'all a line & let you know where I went, 'coz I know you love hearing about my life [sarcastic eye roll]
I've been really really really sick with the flu, totally crappy, I know. So this past week I haven't been on the computer at all, not even my laptop it's SO crazy. I've just been lying in bed watching random movies. I've been so filled with snot & crap all week my mum has stopped calling me by my actual name...yes, I'm 'Snotty' now.
I haven't written anything all week, it feels really weird & I hadn't listened to my iPod all week. I was pretty much just dead for the whole week but I'm back. I probably have lots of catching up to do, which sucks but I'm looking forward to hearing from y'all & getting back into the game.
Hope you didn't miss me too much :D

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just feel that you're The Hardest little Button To Button [10 May 2008|03:50pm]
[ mood | Aggravated ]
[ music | Come As You Are - Nirvana ]

What can I say that I haven't said a million times before? I love the weekend. Especially after the shithouse week I had, sheesh. Very relaxing the weekend is, just a whole lot of chilling & writing. But I'm doing a lot more reading than I am writing at the moment coz I'm reading It & I'm quite a slow reader, well with the text as small as it is in Stephen's books I'm a slow reader. I got myself Duma Key last weekend with a gift volucher I'd gotten for my birthday & along with Duma Key I bought like ten bucks worth of chocolate...very good. Kind of made myself a little sick by the end of it because I can never say no to chocolate. I also got a fifty dollar gift volucher for the movies for my birthday so I'm gonna use some of that to see The Dark Knight when it comes out in July I think the news said. I haven't seen the new remake of the Batman movie, I used to watch the old ones with Danny DiVito & Jack Nicholson (sp?) when I was little because my mum & brother love the Batman series but I haven't seen any of the news ones. The latest Batman movie I saw was the one where George Clooney was Batman, I think & the chick from Clueless was in it. It was Batman & Robin & I know that it's pretty old coz I remember being little when I saw it at the cinemas with my family...maybe I should watch the new Batman movie before I see The Dark Knight, but I remember the storyline all the same.
I'm pretty sure that I have no homework this weekend, thank God for that! The work at school is so tiring at the moment. Being in year 10 has got to be the worst thing in the whole entire world. It's only the second week back & I have a huge assignment to do & it's Science. Yipes! I suck at Science. I have to preform an experiment at home & document it & etc & I suck at Science. I can do the theory work but when it comes to doing pracs I freak out & hide behind someone who knows how to do it & ask them to do it. I'm scared of fire so I can't do the pracs with the bunsen burners & I'm petrified of the chemicals because the teachers are always telling us that they can do stuff like burn holes through our shoes or eat away at our skin so I always shit myself when I have to do experiments. But luckily for me we're not allowed to use fire or chemicals or anything that could explode in our experiments. If I wasn't such a woosy baby I'd be pissed about that but I'm a scaredy cat so I'm quite glad they're not expecting anything too complex. But still - the pressure they put on us this year is SO unfair!

i had an opinion that didn't matter, i had a brain that felt like pancake batter )

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Lost - Something Nice Back Home - Review [09 May 2008|04:40pm]
[ mood | Accomplished ]
[ music | Burn This Disco Out - Michael Jackson ]


I want to cry, I want to pull all of my hair out & scream. Claire! What the hell are you doin’ babe? I mean, really. How am I supposed to wait until next week to find out what’s happened to Claire. But I don’t think we’ll find out next episode because we’ll probably be stuck with more Kate…crying. Twice this episode! Does she ever stop crying? So hopefully she won’t be crying next episode so we can indulge in some Claire.
Jack makes me angry but Jack in the last flashforward section makes me happy. I hate Kate having Aaron. Aaron is Claire’s & Kate acting like he’s hers is not right. Kate shouldn’t be so selfish & remember what Claire would want. Aren’t she & Claire supposed to be friends? Clearly not! But Charlie’ll take care of her. Heh-heh, good ol’ Charlie, setting things right from beyond the grave.
Sawyer is SO in love with Claire, I love it! Sawyer being protective is like the cutest damn thing in the world, especially when it comes to Claire. But now Sawyer has Aaron without Claire. No, that doesn’t work. Claire goes with Aaron, that’s the only way it can go. So if we can keep Sawyer away from Kate until Claire gets back it should be all good. But anyway…[sings happily] Sawyer lurves Claire. I have to fic their camp-out.
IN CONCLUSION – I love Juliet. She is so calm, she is so collected & she knows how to do what she has to do. I don’t like Charlotte but Daniel is definitely growing on me. Like Dan said at the start of the ep, it’s her attitude. The Jate wasn’t good & poor Jules, but all the ConMama & the mention of Charlie kinda made up for it.

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He Came Into Her Apartment. He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet. - CC - Oneshot [03 May 2008|01:08pm]
[ mood | Working ]
[ music | Shake Your Body (Down to the Ground) - The Jacksons ]

Title: He Came Into Her Apartment. He Left The Bloodstains On The Carpet.
Reality: Lost – season 4, AU after Meet Kevin Johnson
Spoilers: Ji Yeon
Rating: G
Genre: Drama
Characters: Claire, Charlie, Aaron, Hurley, Sawyer & Jin.
Pairing: CC
Author’s Note: So this is basically what I would like to see happen with the whole ‘Kate has Aaron’ fiasco. This is how I would like to see Claire give up Aaron. This is just a random idea I had about how the Oceanic 6 should be formed.
This was all inspired by the lyrics in the title that are from Michael Jackson’s Smooth Criminal, which has some of the best lyrics ever. I mean, duh, Michael wrote them. Just like all the rest of his songs. I got the lyric stuck in my head & then this story came out.
This fic felt very natural for me when I wrote it, everything ran very smoothly so I’m feeling quite good at the moment because I’ve been suffering from a bit of writer’s block with Lost lately & it felt awesome to just sit down, write out a story & not second guess myself the whole way through it, so I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it.
It’s all pure speculation of course, but that’s what makes it so fun!
Summary: Claire has a dream of Charlie; Charlie has a message for her. She must get her & Aaron to the beach.



“I’ll come back for you as soon as I can, I promise Claire.” )

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Lost - The Shape of Things to Come - Review [02 May 2008|04:55pm]
[ mood | Uncomfortable ]
[ music | Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana ]


Ben cannot kill Penny! He’s not allowed to. Penny is loved by Dessy & hasn’t poor old Dessy suffered enough? I hate Ben now. I used to like him, back in season 2 when he was manipulative & tricky but now he’s just a jerk. This episode was so crazy…just like the last episode. Ever since Charlie delivered the message of ‘not Penny’s boat’ everything has been going psycho. It’s crazy, but I love it!
I liked the flashfowards; it was awesome to pick up more about Ben & Sayid. They must get off the island pretty soon because the show started September, 2004 & in the flashforward the chick said it was 2005. So WOOT they’ll be getting off the island soon!...ish. I feel so sorry for Sayid. Seriously, can he ever get it right? Like three of his past girlfriends have died, he’ll need some serious therapy. Not that he didn’t need it before all of this but jeez…
I cannot believe Alex died! I knew that dude would kill her no matter what mind trick Ben tried to pull on him but still...dude! When Miles rang the doorbell I had a flashback of Edward Scissorhands & I could imagine Peg coming in being all ‘Avon calling’. But why did he ring the doorbell? Miles doesn’t seem like a doorbell kind of person, more of a banging on the door like crazy kind of person. But it doesn’t matter what kind of guy he is at the moment he’s simply the third wheel on ConMama’s happy camping trip.
IN CONCLUSION – Sawyer carrying Claire around in his arms? How perfect! & she followed him…she lurves him! I’m pissed at Locke again. He stole Hurley from Sawyer! Hero!Sawyer so totally works. Besides Hurley going with Locke & Ben (boo) I love this new arrangement. Was it just me or was Kate flirting with Daniel? That wouldn’t surprise me at all.

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Lost and Found - Chapter 16 - Won't You Take Me Away [30 Apr 2008|04:10pm]
[ mood | Touched ]
[ music | Tears Don't Fall - Bullet for My Valentine ]

Title: Lost & Found
Chapter Title: Sixteen – Won’t You Take Me Away
Rating: G
Genre: Drama & romance
Author’s Note: This chapter came a lot quicker than the last one, phew. This chapter is the last of the dramatic chapters, thank God. After this it’s happiness & roses. But this one is pretty dramatic so it hits its dramatic peak this chapter & then we’re gliding smoothly towards the happy ending.
Summary: Grace & Sam are finally running away but not all goes according to plan at all.



she wont catch me or break my fall )

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Girlfriend you better tell your boyfriend [26 Apr 2008|11:34am]
[ mood | Thankful ]
[ music | Give 'em Hell, Kid - My Chemical Romance ]

My life ends once again on Tuesday. The worst thing in the world happens. School starts again. Kill me now please! I'm totally not looking forward to it because the holidays have just been so awesome. I've been staying up late & sleeping in for horus so how am I gonna go back to going to sleep at a decent time & waking up at 7:30 in the morning? I'll tell you how, with a great lot of difficultly, that's how. I love the holidays so much & I'm not at all impressed that they're ending so quickly. I think every single holiday break should go for at least a month, two weeks is not enough okay? I have novels I want to write, countless Friends episodes I wanna watch & Big Brother is coming back on Monday, how can I stay up late with Mikey if I have to go to school the next day?
Curse you school department. Don't they remember what it's like to be a teenager? Probably not. They point is I hate them so much. Especially for the shitty assignments they made me break my back over this week. But doing assignments is way better than going to school. At least I could sit in my room, listen to my music, wear whatever the hell I wanted to & go at my own pace. This is the life. I can't wait until I leave school & get to relax. I hope my novels do well so then I can be a writer & I can just relax, lie around & write & call it my job. How awesome would that be? A director would be mega awesome too, let's not forget that. But while I'm still in school none of that will be happening & I will be rudely reminded of that when I re-enter the slaughter house on Tuesday...joy

tell him what he needs to know or he may never let you go )

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It Was Sunday, What A Black Day - CC - Oneshot [26 Apr 2008|10:07am]
[ mood | Sore ]
[ music | Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance ]

Title: It Was Sunday, What A Black Day
Reality: Lost – season 4, Meet Kevin Johnson
Spoilers: Meet Kevin Johnson
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Characters: Claire, Aaron, Hurley & Sawyer
Pairing: CC
Author’s Note: I wasn’t gonna write a Lost fic tonight, I was gonna continue on with my new novel like a good little writer but then I was listening to Smooth Criminal – Michael Jackson & the lyric that is the title struck me & this whole story just split out in front of me, written entirely in one night, ain’t you proud of me?
I wrote angsty!Claire, even though I really didn’t want to. I’ve got her mourning Charlie so it’s depressing & I’m annoyed at myself because I prefer writing fluffy stuff because it makes me warm & fuzzy but I was thinking about a season 4 fic & angsty!Claire fell out of it. But I threw in some Sawyer/Claire interaction to make me happy because them being angsty together makes me happy.
Summary: It was Sunday the very first time Claire cried over Charlie for real.



It was kind of ironic that she would have to start all over on a Sunday )

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Lost - Meet Kevin Johnson - Review [25 Apr 2008|12:43pm]
[ mood | Sleepy ]
[ music | Get on the Floor - Michael Jackson ]


ZOMG, ZOMG, ZOMFG how good is next week gonna be? That preview looked fudging awesome! With Sawyer yelling Claire’s name out & all. But this episode was also very ZOMG-ish too. That ending was so psycho. Barely anything happened on the island & then BAM two people fudging die! I feel so sorry for Alex, if she gets out of this she’ll probably be more screwed up than Aaron.
With Michael it’s always only a matter of time before he begins all his ‘mah boy’ & ‘mah son’ shit so I was quite proud of him when he didn’t say it too often. At the moment all I can really say to the writers is ‘thank you, thank you, thank you!’. They revealed so much stuff in this episode & I feel that they didn’t dig up anymore questions with the revelations except for – why the hell is Michael such a lousy father…still?
FINALLY they brought Miles back! I was really worrying about him there. But it looked as if Locke was taking him away again after the meeting. I love how small the barracks group are. They looked bigger when they were making their way to the barracks but at the meeting there didn’t seem to be too many there. Oh well, less people mean more screen time for Claire.
IN CONCLUSION – Michael is one confusing mofo. I mean, seriously he told Walt that he killed Ana & Libby? How stupid could he be? I thought it was awesome that they showed Libby because thank God they showed Michael feeling guilty. I cannot believe they killed Karl & Danielle, all I can really say is ‘welcome back Others, long time no see’. They just had to get our attention quickly by taking off two of the best characters that didn’t get flashbacks…jerks.

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A Walk in the Park - CC - Oneshot [22 Apr 2008|04:34pm]
[ mood | Satisfied ]
[ music | The Way You Make Me Feel - Michael Jackson ]

Title: A Walk in the Park
Reality: Lost – season 1, Solitary
Spoilers: Numbers
Rating: G
Genre: Drama & fluff
Characters: Claire & Charlie
Pairing: CC
Summary: Claire & Charlie set off for a walk down the beach only to be interrupted from their tranquillity when Charlie finds a wire in the sand.



“Thank God I bought you Claire, if I was with Sawyer he wouldn’t know what the hell to do.” )

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This Thing Can't Go Wrong - CC - Oneshot [21 Apr 2008|10:45am]
[ mood | Restless ]
[ music | Hello Operator - The White Stripes ]

Title: This Thing Can’t Go Wrong
Reality: Lost – season 2, Live Together, Die Alone
Spoilers: Live Together, Die Alone
Rating: PG for mild course language
Genre: Romance
Characters: Claire & Charlie
Pairing: CC
Author’s Note: I’m stuck. I feel totally, completely & utterly stuck with my writing at the moment so this took ages to get up. I tried forever to write an angsty futurefic but it just wouldn’t come to me so I’ve decided that I’m going to only write fluffy stories that are hopefully better than this one because I know that this isn’t one of my best.
I got the title from I Just Can’t Stop Loving You by Michael Jackson & that one lyric inspired the whole story, because lyrics are awesome, especially Michael’s.
Summary: Claire hates it on the island, everyone is gorgeous & she’s just the short pregnant chick.



The people here are so pretty. Too pretty, in fact )

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Happy Birthday vanessaman! [20 Apr 2008|10:41am]
[ mood | Productive ]
[ music | Another Part of Me - Michael Jackson ]

It's the 20th here & my LJ calender tells me it's time for another birthday. It's your turn: vanessaman! I hope I got the date right...probably not with all the time difference stuff all over the world but it's the thought that counts, right? Hope you like your card



I hope you have an awesome day & thanks for reading my LJ & finding all of my babbling interesting :D

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Lost - Ji Yeon - Review [18 Apr 2008|11:15am]
[ mood | Pessimistic ]
[ music | Blood on the Dance Floor - Michael Jackson ]


Oh Jin how I love you! I just want to marry him he’s so adorable but jeez he’s learning English quick. I reckon that they should make him have more pauses in his speech because it does seem a little unrealistic. I don’t know though, he’s surrounded by people who speak English 24-7 so yeah, I guess it is possible that he’s learning that quickly. I just reckon the pauses are cute so I want them in.
So Jin flashbacks & Sun flashforwards. Is it ever simple with this show? Jin’s phone was a dead giveaway that it was a flashback because usually the kind of people who have old phones like that in this day are grumpy old men who refuse to update because there’s ‘nothing wrong’ with their phone & they don’t want to get a new one because they don’t want to learn a whole new phone & I doubt Mr Paik would let Jin have an outdated phone.
No barracks group but lots & lots of mentions to them. I’m glad we saw Bernard, he & Rose have barely been in it this season & I’m glad he brought up the issue of Rose not wanting to stay on the island even though it saved her life & you can’t really blame them because Locke is a crappy leader. But even so we need to go back to his camp. Hello, Miles is still out in a boathouse with a freaking grenade in his mouth, have we forgotten this writers?
IN CONCLUSION – Jin is just so adorable! I can’t believe that he forgave Sun & then there’s Sun with her ‘it happened a long time ago’ crap, if it happened such a long time ago then why were you worried about being pregnant to some other dude when you were like 8 weeks pregnant? Because 8 weeks is SUCH a long time [rolls eyes]. She drives me so crazy. It’s just lucky that she has Jin to make me want to see scenes with her.

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Happy Birthday to Me - WOOT! [17 Apr 2008|02:16pm]
[ mood | Peaceful ]
[ music | Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray ]

Bonjour y'all! It was my birthday yesterday & I want to thank everyone who dropped me a line & wished me a happy birthday. I had an awesome day...truly



So Meagan, what'd you do for your birthday? - Well...Johnny Depp... )

If you forgot to drop me a line don't feel guilty, I forgive you!

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The Bet - CC - Oneshot [15 Apr 2008|07:15pm]
[ mood | Melancholy ]
[ music | Sweetest Thing - U2 ]

Title: The Bet
Reality: Lost – season 1, Confidence Man
Spoilers: Confidence Man
Rating: G
Genre: Fluff
Characters: Charlie & Claire
Pairing: CC
Summary: Charlie makes a bet with Claire – if he finds her a jar of peanut butter she’ll move to the caves with him.



He grinned before he went over to her spreading his arms. “Baby, you’re the greatest.” )

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well baby, i say you're a liar. 'coz I've Got The Fire [12 Apr 2008|01:09pm]
[ mood | Listless ]
[ music | Apple Blossom - The White Stripes ]

Woo-hoo holidays! But I think I'm getting a cold. Oh well, it's better for me to get it during the holidays so I don't miss out on heaps of school. ZOMG for the first time ever in March I got 100% attendence. I have never ever ever gotten 100% attendence before coz my mum's a total softie & if I complain enough she usually lets me stay home but I haven't done it much this year & it seems to be paying off - WOOT, go me. I just hope that if I indeed do have a cold it will be gone by my birthday, which is this Wednesday coming, how exciting, I'm so pumped!
But the most important thing is that it's the holidays, which (as I was telling my cousin Donna yesterday) means staying up late & sleeping in. Woo-hoo. I have like two assignments I have to get done but one is my English assignment, which shouldn't be too difficult & the other one I can't worry about until after the 19th of this month so yeah now it's time to catch up on some much needed Meagan & Johnny time. I'm so happy it's finally the holidays, everyone at school was driving me soooooooo crazy but now it's just time for some relaxing. I'll start sending out more of my resumes again after my birthday coz I don't want to get one where I have to work on my birthday, that would be so shit so hopefully before my mum's birthday I'll have a job so I can buy her something, which I doubt because I'm lazy - but that's what the holidays are about!

but you want someone to take your soul )

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Left Behind - CC - Oneshot [09 Apr 2008|05:26pm]
[ mood | Lazy ]
[ music | One More Cup of Coffee - The White Stripes ]

Title: Left Behind
Reality: Lost – season 1, The Moth
Spoilers: The Moth
Rating: PG for mild course language
Genre: Drama
Characters: Claire, Sawyer, Hurley, Sun, Walt & Charlie.
Pairing: CC
Summary: When Jack is caught in a cave in Claire makes her way to the caves to see what all the hubbub is about. Upon her arrival at the caves she’s told that Charlie went in after Jack.



She squeezed her eyes shut tightly against the tears that were begging to be shed. She didn’t want to be left behind. Not again & especially not by Charlie. )

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